Tag.

Discovered subwoofers at work! So that's what I've been kicking under my table.

Blasting songs to wake up! Colleague is extremely thrilled for the noise before we all fall dead asleep. Headbang away. Daughtry's the best to wake up to, amongst others.

What's this feeling of melancholy, and thinking I'd miss this place. You gave me my wings back, shelter when I needed it, torture to remind me the world isn't ever pink cotton candy, and drama is something that maybe I'll forever subconsciously gravitate to.

Let's smile, take this time to reminisce, and prepare for the next road ahead.

<3 This feeling of packing up...and going again. Ah... It shouldn't feel new anymore, yet it shouldn't be a good thing either.

Beethoven Virus

Guilt & Choices

I feel bad, that he apologized a few times. He's definitely been the nicest, and I respect the style he's taken and how things are never hidden from us.

That said, the choices are now laid out in the open. Pretty much what I've been thinking were already said aloud by him.

So I don't think I want to wait it out. I thought my choice would be this; music or event? And I thought about how I felt.

One step, and hopefully to never stay stuck. One step to many more, and may I never fear to always take the next one.

Do you remember?

Whenever you cross my mind, I think about how I've changed. I've changed, or maybe I've just been able to be more of me, even when "me" will forever be a work in progress. I just want to be able to be comfortable in my own skin again. =)

Life's ever-changing kaleidoscope, and the only constant is Him.

I feel like time won't wait, neither would life. Can't seem to think too much about the tomorrows, but to make full use of the now. Hmm...How should I put it. I've always thought that I got the airy-fairy dreamer and the grounded reality self each from mum and dad. I guess that makes me a dreamer at heart but not forgetting to live in the now. Maybe, it's about making the world, my world, the dream so it's real.

Ah I don't make sense again when I think aloud lol. This constant fatigue and sien-ness is driving me nutty. Plus the drama. I believe I myself must be subconsciously attracting myself to drama. Sigh. The Secret has somehow messed my head for a day. -_- I sort of knew too much free time and free money would not bode well for a Gemini like me, I guess now I know it really does make you feel like you're wasting your life away when nothing you're doing seems productive or fulfilling to you.

Must learn to jump much more easily! Hwaiting! Remind self about the bigger possibilities, and to not have fear!

*smacks self* I think I just need sleep.

Of silver snowflakes and golden bells!

And the magical feeling in the air! 8D

YES! I am in a full-blown Christmas mood that has been brewing for a few weeks now. WIth Christmas carols being played in the cool, quiet morning....omo...I feel like a kid all over again dreaming xD. Work? What work? It's Christmas in the aiiirrrrr....

Yes I can tell I'm out of it and a bit disconnected. xDD *twirls a bit in head*

Just got a cute beanie too yesterday! Now I just need to get my jacket, luggage bag, batteries, "borrow" memory card unless I miraculously have extra cash to get another one, and wash my sport shoes! Sneakers will have to be bought later. *cough* I is the broke but spending too much on too many things.

Now to contemplate to go or not to go....*drums fingers* Eunhae!!

Off to bask in imaginary Christmas in my head. Maybe it's coz it's Friday too. 8D Gawd I should be getting things done....

Light.

I asked God before for a guide, and I got you. I learnt a lot more now, and I should thank you. He truly sends us angels and guides when we need them. The things we learn from those who walk in for awhile and inspires us, or shares a thought, or those that stay; they're all footprints and lesson learnt. Maybe in fact, we're all somebody's angel and somebody's lesson.

Courage.

=) She's leaving and it's confirmed, and today she's wearing a necklace so GD/2NE1 style I feel like going T__T I waaannntttt toooo.

The one thing I admire most about you? Your ability to up and leave and chase the things that makes you happy. The kind of ability to not fear and be able to walk your way, it's a kind of courage. That's probably the best thing I've learnt from you.

Remember at the beginning I said there's something I want here that's not done yet. I think I've found my answer now. =) This time it's not as stressful or as frustrating, mostly contemplative and having to remind myself what courage to take the first step is.

It's still fun here, having another person move over. But I know my path leads elsewhere now.

A curious thing though... You love production and have always done it, whilst event isn't really your thing. Yet event is what I've done and I can safely say love, so somehow we should be pretty good together. Part of me feels like saying take me with you, coz it's so much more fun. But I know the things I've to do for myself.

Ah.. well. Shall update the BFFs, belated emails. ><

And a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE POH!!!!

Bila balik, apa mau for your present?? I feed your Tam Chiak enough la can hahahahhahaahaha. <3

It's a sign of old age when birthday wishes become one-liners and there's no squealing and cakes... Or maybe we're just missing out. xD There will come a day when it'll be yo, happy birthday man. Let's go eat. HAHAHAHAHHAA.

Xue'll be the first to smack us all for being so un-happening.

Ah.. Life. Have mountain of work to do, in danger of busting deadline, and a list of pending things to do that I haven't even skimmed the top of. Someone smack me already.

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Oh, random tarot card quiz thingy Farah shared. =) Here's mine.

You are The Star

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised

The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Glass.

Relieved.

Movies 2010

Before that, I just wanted to note that the Twilight saga seriously sucks b****. Pardon the language but urgh... -__- Robert Pattinson canNOT act, and the girl who plays Bella? There are moments she's ok and the rest wtf. Heck even Alice isn't reflective of the book either. What more when the books sucked in the first place. *ranty*

Saw New Moon's trailer, and I really thought it had potential to be a good movie (screw the book). But... Looking at it, it seems it's really going to end up with horribly boring flat parts. -__-

Two movies that seem to be promising (but only out next year) seems to be Inception and Cirque du Freak. Inception's looking at a whole A-list cast, while Cirque's probably up Jzune's and Mish's alley. ^^ Story doesn't look any interesting so far. Off to watch the trailer to see if it's any good.

P.S. Farah-chan, Inception has Joseph Gordon-Levitt too HAAHHA ^^

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Hmm Inception's trailer's too short to tell if it's good.

Cirque's looking ok, hmm but looking like it could be run of the mill too. Jzune! Can go dig out the books and see if they're good. =)

Other movies am looking at : Alice in Wonderland, The Princess & The Frog,