Right now, sleeping on the table with the air-conditioning on at full, listening to Falling Slowly from the OST of Once...
I see myself somewhere far away, under the sun, on top of a hill, with a clear blue sky above and the sea below. Not too hot, just right, and it feels like floating on air.
- Already Gone ~ Kelly Clarkson
Can I sleep here tonight?
Wrapped in lullaby and all things warm.
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Can I lay here for awhile,
By Your side,
Stay awhile
and dream a bit more.
Can I stand at the top,
Look down upon the city,
And wish it would forever stay
Just like this.
Because I've been so tired,
Each day like a grain of sand
Falling through the hourglass.
I seek the peace I may not have had before.
The Home I call mine.
The place where a heart doesn't have to bleed.
Where sleep is white and silence comforting.
She's like air yet tangible.
Reachable but untouchable.
Beautiful yet distorted
and you're never sure you see her.
I wish for the stars,
The moon, the sun, the sky.
I wish for many things...
But all I want is the veil to fall.
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The one thing I hate the most is the uneasy, unsettling feeling that sets in the pit of your stomach and you can't tell what's stressing you.
It's at times like these, alone, or rather it's feeling lonely, that it gnaws at you and it's irritating to feel disconnected.
You want someone to hold close and be comforted, still your heart and sleep without dreams that haunt.
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Shopping done!! xD It's been a good day! Although I busted my budget *cough*
Finally got myself a luggage bag, mum got family luggage too. Got nice furry, blue gloves on a whim since they were on sale (RM10 only!) aannnnddd...highlight of the day is my trenchcoat/jacket!! xD <333 it!!!
Of course, in the end with much noise and "discussion", Mag got the same one too haha~
Aannnddd... The end. ^^ Shall maybe share photos later on. Need to do up accounts, and see what else I'm missing. Spare batteries and other smaller stuffs....
On a side note, BFF has finally msg-ed. And I need to get down to the things I promised I would do. =)
Good day, good day, although I'm slightly worrying at the back of my head but oh well....
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Hating this feeling I have. Don't deal very well with any kind of loss. It's true when you care enough, your pain becomes my pain. Confused; not a very good place to be.
Feeling so weary again I see myself being elsewhere.
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Somehow, I feel I might cry if I let the emotions get through. So maybe I'm going to block this for a little while more. I feel in shock, because I feel like immediately scolding you "why didn't you say?" It must've been so hard, and I want to give you a proper hug. We should've been shoulders and support for you, and I can hardly begin to imagine just how hard it is.
I know, I understand what you're trying to say.. But I don't think I can talk about this properly now. It's just wrong somehow. I don't think I want to think of a loss this close.
Surreal. It really feels like things are in suspension, with everything that keeps piling on. Is this what it means for strength in darker hours? He alone knows the strings He ties together.
Can I even sigh?
=(
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Discovered subwoofers at work! So that's what I've been kicking under my table.
Blasting songs to wake up! Colleague is extremely thrilled for the noise before we all fall dead asleep. Headbang away. Daughtry's the best to wake up to, amongst others.
What's this feeling of melancholy, and thinking I'd miss this place. You gave me my wings back, shelter when I needed it, torture to remind me the world isn't ever pink cotton candy, and drama is something that maybe I'll forever subconsciously gravitate to.
Let's smile, take this time to reminisce, and prepare for the next road ahead.
<3 This feeling of packing up...and going again. Ah... It shouldn't feel new anymore, yet it shouldn't be a good thing either.
=) Better late than never. Am loving the series.
The episode where they perform Beethoven's Symphony No.9 (and I hope I didn't get it wrong), I couldn't tear my eyes away at all. In the end, I thought maybe I was going to tear a little.
Ah... It's a little cliched, but I totally understand when he says about the orchestra music touching you. Cue : LOTR OST. =)
I suppose it's not going to be such a well-kept secret anymore about my love for orchestra music (as noob as I am until today).
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I feel bad, that he apologized a few times. He's definitely been the nicest, and I respect the style he's taken and how things are never hidden from us.
That said, the choices are now laid out in the open. Pretty much what I've been thinking were already said aloud by him.
So I don't think I want to wait it out. I thought my choice would be this; music or event? And I thought about how I felt.
One step, and hopefully to never stay stuck. One step to many more, and may I never fear to always take the next one.
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